hear me out...
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Haiz .
what to do ? i've done all i could already . i am able to keep up and give even more , bt is she willing to recieve ? i'm so stunned and shocked that i cannot even feel sadness , it just came too fast . i knew it , it was going to end . this short-lived romance of mine . how i wish i could revive it at this instant . what have i done , an attempt to clear up a misunderstanding landed her in grief and a desperate attempt to breakfree . after all we've been thru , she said that i do not love her . i knew she doubt my interest in her due to her constant asking of "do you love me s'" . i neglected those questions because i felt that it was supposed to be expressed in actions . all i ask for is for me to let me do what i am supposed to do , make u fall in love with me and never let you go . i'm so urged to go right down to her place now to get things right . however , knowing her personality she would'nt even let me get close to her a meter or 2 let alone picking up my calls , answering my sms or msgs . finally , the right one infront of me . someone who is nt afraid of throwing her temper when i'm in the wrong . someone whos nt afraid to say where i was wrong . all these heart felt moments . and i get a "u deserve someone better " phrase . girl , i wish you would be more responsible , nt for ur acts bt don't leave me alone here ? why can't you be the someone who fits me the best ? can u atleast try ? i'm trying my best now , i hope that you do too . don't let this relationship go down the drain just because of what others have to say .
HypEz & BiBi .
@ 1:17 AM
you're all that i want
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