hear me out...
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
!!!
OH MY GOD!!! .. she was asked by my friends about me , she kept quiet ! .. OH MY GOD!!!!! ..
-_- haiz .
@ 10:56 AM
you're all that i want
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!!!
OH MY GOD!!! .. she was asked by my friends about me , she kept quiet ! .. OH MY GOD!!!!! ..
-_- haiz .
@ 10:56 AM
you're all that i want
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
On holiday
Weeeets ! i'm on my stupid poly holidays which my parents think that i'm pretending .
Afew more weeks to go and i've to go back to school , so meanwhile i must enjoy myself as much as possible . Which means , MORE LATE NIGHTS with my beloved bibi !!!
Shes mad i tell you !! , always imaginating things ! Anyway shes probably sleeping , in preparation for tomorrow's classes . *ya like real ah ? *
Long time since i blogged , so far so good lah !She go and hack into all my accounts -_- , LOL! maybe i shud put a trap for her !! =x HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! songbo !!!!!! ok DOTA TIME !
@ 3:57 AM
you're all that i want
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
argh
whats the point of listing out mistakes when i know you will never go that far for me .
you side other people instead of me, its not a question of whether i'm right or wrong .
ok example , you said that i'm selfish . i want you to love me rather than me loving you .
what do you mean by that ? word for word . tell me . you take the most realistic routes out , what am i supposed to say ? always starting with you are tired ,don't want to listen to this crap anymore .
long distant calls that piss you off just cos i wanted to try another method to talk to you . cursing and swearing ? everytime you are over the causeway we have to quarrel . even finding a money changer .
worst of all , telling me that you are nt ready to leave yet . what the fuck ? that sentence there really will start a fire . you should go for some language use class to teach you how to use it properly . really , not the time for such words , such behavior , such actions .
is it that i spoilt you or were u spoilt to begin with .
yeah probably shove everything off with a whatever , what does he know . he is there only when i need him .saying that you have gone how far how far for him .you don't always think about yourself , ask yourself . HOW FAR HAS HE GONE FOR YOU ! each time he quarrel with you , he made the first move . why does he feel insecurity this time ?
yeah and last of all, put yourself in his shoes . imagine yourself being asked like that , told like that .
@ 8:13 PM
you're all that i want
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Just like you .
Just like you , i have expectations . Bt you don't see me implying them on you . Talk about being selfish , i think you are the one in ur imaginations . Telling me that i want you to change , did i even say ? You want to be proud of me , what about me being proud of you ? You give the coldest contents a person can read , what am i supposed to say ? Fulfilling your desires ? what about mine ?
if i were to be selfish , you would have seen those retaliations . Have i said anything yet ?
@ 8:29 PM
you're all that i want
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Friday, August 26, 2005
In love with you ...
Just a gentle whisper, tell me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories, where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then, so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me, and I'll be thereI'll be there waiting...
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
Come to me nowI will never leave you, I will always here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
Now we've here together, yesterday has past
Life is just beginning, close to you at last
And I promise to you, I will always be there
I give my all to you
Living life without you is more that I can bear
Hold me close forever,I'll be there...
I'll be there for you
I will always love you, I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...I will never leave you, I will stand here with you
Though the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...Our love is forever, holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
Love has found
Love has found a way ...
I'm in love, I'm in love
Yes I'm in love, so in love
I'm so in love with you...
@ 12:14 AM
you're all that i want
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
in case u all are finding me ..
i'm on sleeping pills due to the traumatic experience i had lastnite and today . its kind of shocking to me . it came too fast . i have nothing to say . please do not aggrevate me .
@ 11:53 PM
you're all that i want
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had a series of bad things .
got scolded by mother for going home late
spending too much with the credit card
not going to sch on time
threatened to sell the car etc ..
gave me a shit curfew on monday to thursdays .
to top it up , she went thru the erp without a cashcard in her bmw and i got scolding for that too .
next morning gt scolding by her even b4 i change to go to school
tried to keep my mood up becos its a month already
got lost @ otram trying to find great world city
on the way to greatworldcity , hit the tyres while doing a U turn
late for the movie
got lost in the carpark on the way home .
went bishan j8 to buy transparencies for my project
no sugarcane for sale
crashed the fucking car
got scolding by dad
sent car to mazda this morning
got kicked and ditched by her .
yeah this sums up what happened this 3 days . everything happened @ the right time . i deserve all these . what more ?
no project tml is another F for me .
@ 3:30 PM
you're all that i want
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Haiz .
what to do ? i've done all i could already . i am able to keep up and give even more , bt is she willing to recieve ? i'm so stunned and shocked that i cannot even feel sadness , it just came too fast . i knew it , it was going to end . this short-lived romance of mine . how i wish i could revive it at this instant . what have i done , an attempt to clear up a misunderstanding landed her in grief and a desperate attempt to breakfree . after all we've been thru , she said that i do not love her . i knew she doubt my interest in her due to her constant asking of "do you love me s'" . i neglected those questions because i felt that it was supposed to be expressed in actions . all i ask for is for me to let me do what i am supposed to do , make u fall in love with me and never let you go . i'm so urged to go right down to her place now to get things right . however , knowing her personality she would'nt even let me get close to her a meter or 2 let alone picking up my calls , answering my sms or msgs . finally , the right one infront of me . someone who is nt afraid of throwing her temper when i'm in the wrong . someone whos nt afraid to say where i was wrong . all these heart felt moments . and i get a "u deserve someone better " phrase . girl , i wish you would be more responsible , nt for ur acts bt don't leave me alone here ? why can't you be the someone who fits me the best ? can u atleast try ? i'm trying my best now , i hope that you do too . don't let this relationship go down the drain just because of what others have to say .
HypEz & BiBi .
@ 1:17 AM
you're all that i want
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